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2月 07, 2013

《蘿拉快跑》影評:來自於重複的可能性

「再想想!」-每次重複的觸發點,就經已注定故事的路線
     《蘿拉快跑》(Run Rola Run)(1998)是說蘿拉如何在20分鐘籌到10萬馬克來她那個小混混男友曼尼,而它六十多分鐘的放映時間就由導演Tom Tykwer 運用三次重複(repetitions)來組成這個故事的敘述方式。每次重複「蘿拉快跑」都會插進那段卡通蘿拉,好像遊戲重來一樣,蘿拉就會有不同的決定和行動(我想這也暗示著蘿拉跟曼尼那遊戲人間般的生活態度)。
每次重複看似隨機,卻非獨立,而是相關。法國哲學家德勒茲(Gilles Deleuze; 1925-95)這樣說,差異來自於重複。三次重複和三個不同的結果,都來自於蘿拉跟曼尼所做的不同決定。人文學科中提及的可能性(possibilities),它顯然不止是數字上什麼概率上隨機,而是來自於物質間可以產生差異的唯一性(singularity),打個比喻,現在去煮兩鍋湯,在材料的成份和火候上有一點點的不同,那煲湯的味道就會不一樣。就如在頭兩次game-over時(即蘿拉或曼尼要死的時刻),畫面就回到他們在床上各自的自白和擔憂,這像是遺憾卻也是對他倆關係的反思。這樣在故事交接中所插入的情節十分曖昧,它不止是一個故事的結束,它更是另一個故事的觸發點,也發動了一個完全不一樣但又合理的故事。你看,三次的重複出現的角色和場景幾乎一樣,可是他們之間的關係就改變了。
我想導演Tom Tykwer 在短短的六十多分鐘擺出三種差異的結局,是要挑戰一下觀眾對故事一般的解讀方式。一般的電影故事,觀眾總會很自然地以已認知的「常理」來合理化所呈現的事件間的前後因果關係,就是因為我們都假設了一連串事件(相關或不相關)由一條因果關係(causality)的鏈組成。所以,與其說成一種擾亂,倒不如說是Tom Tykwer 想透過「蘿拉快跑」來重構的另一種敘述(narrating)方式。雖然我們的真實世界不能像蘿拉般re-start,但跳出電影,我想possibilities就個概念可能作為社會想像的工具,過於structuralistic causality的觀點其實有點悶。

蘿拉跟曼尼床上各自的自白和擔憂

2月 06, 2013

A book review on Probyn’s "Blush: Faces of Shame": The Shame's Dispositions

Written by Daren Leung

There is a need of an affective turn in the humanities, beyond the traditional notion of social construction of cultural causality in humanistic studies. Pruchnic (2008) emphasizes that cultural affective theories have led humanities theorists to challenge the previously dominant theories of social and ideological construction and to adopt a more empathetic stance in the research of social phenomena. Therefore, drawing on the insights from the extraordinary thoughts on affect and body, Probyn in her book - Blush: Faces of Shame (2005) - formulates a new theoretical framework on the embodiment between shame and interest with interpenetration between Silvan Tomkins’s psychobiology of differential affects and Gilles Deleuze’s Spinozaist ethology of bodily capacities.(Gregg & Seigworth, 2010). Probyn provides a cultural affective approach to investigate the feeling of shame in “the perspective of body, as truly corporeal, that will lead us into new understanding of how we inhabit society and what it means to embody the social” (2005, 27), and to engage in the discussion in terms of the body, the affect of shame - interest and the disposition from habitus.
In Probyn’s affective turn on studying the embodiment and affect, her inter-disciplinary approach on shame comes cross anthropology, sociology, physiology, psychoanalysis and so on. With the sociological training background, Probyn realizes that it ignores the ideas about biology, psychology, and the innate nature of shame. So she intends to go beyond the sound structural determinism of Bourdieu’s habitus that our body, feelings and sensations are ‘habitualized’ and dedicated by a certain social structure or social order and collective history. Drawing on the insights from the extraordinary thoughts on affect and body, Probyn formulates theoretical framework on the polarity of shame-interest with the making of interpenetration between Silvan Tomkins’s psychobiology of differential affects and Gilles Deleuze’s Spinozaist ethology of bodily capacities.(Gregg & Seigworth, 2010). 
Without ignoring the innate nature of shame, Probyn tries to use Tomkins’s idea of the polarity of shame-interest as her theoretical basis to exhibit the power of shame with the corporeal respective. To enrich the body knowledge in humanities study, Probyn uphold the body potential ‘to affect and to be affected’, then the feeling of shame appears as an “innate torment” to indicate the promised connection or unaware interest is interrupted. Probyn says so,
Shame only operates after interest and enjoyment have been activated, and inhabits one or the other or both. The innate activator of shame is the incomplete reduction of interest or joy.” (p.14)
Obviously, without interest there is no shame, it disabuses the way to viewing shame as a miserabilist condition that it must be erased at any cost. Significantly, this quotation reminds us that the polarity of shame-interest Probyn highlighted has two features of shame: 1) The more intense feeling of shame, the more interested being interrupted. By Tomkins, interest would not disappear, but is incompletely reduced. It means that the linkage between a person and a thing broke. In other words, one is more interested in and cares about an object; one is easier to put herself or himself at risk of being shameful, either being disappointed by the object or disappointing the object. Moreover, 2) the polarity of shame-interest illustrates the relation between our body and shame. Shame is not only to be presented as an act of utterance, such as I said “I feel ashamed”, but also to induce a corporeal, innate bodily association. That’s why Probyn used “blush” to describe the shame. What’s more, apart from seeing blushing as a physical reaction, as a metaphor of “masking” implies that we try to hide our soul as well as that our face being covered by blushing. So, feeling ashamed results a withdrawal which we cannot confront the society or the object that we long for. In this way, shame is no longer negative but is self-evaluative when we can find out our unaware interests in the world.
Beyond the distinction between mind and body, Probyn is inspired by Deleuze’s notion of body which argues that affects are ideas, so shame as the affective idea is produced out of the clashing of the mind and the body which understands human as ‘entity’, and body as a set of assemblages. The affective change that is triggered when one feels ashamed will turn the assemblage of body in different order.
Rather, the subjective for Deleuze is the affective assemblage of bodies of different order and elements…Shame is a product of machine of subjective disposition, which produce shame as both idea and affect. (p.144) 
By the possibilities of the assemblage of body, it stresses that different affects make us feel, think, and act in different ways, or in the subjective dispositions. Moreover, shame can work over the body in the different orders, it does this experientially—the body feels very differently in shame from how it feels in enjoyment—but it also reworks how we understand the body and its relation to other bodies or to the social. As a result, shame enlarges the man; it provides an argument against considering expressions of shame as merely a personal affliction. Shame, locates in bodies, becomes the entity that produces the mind as ‘an impassioned witness’. While it is argued earlier that shame is about self-evaluation with the polarity of shame-interest, Deleuze’s argument breaks with a tendency to conceptualize shame in the common psychological term as an interior quality. Shame in Deleuze’s description comes from a complex disposition which is unlike the version of the habitus (by Bourdieu, it combines the inherent and the lived experience of social structure—the biology and biography of a person). Most interestingly, Probyn deems that Deleuze goes further in radicallydepersonalizing’ shame. Shame as an affect is transformative that crosses many different orders of bodies.

To sum up, Probyn argues that shame can entail self-evaluation and transformation. On one hand, with the polarity of shame-interest, Probyn follows Tomkins’s corporeal notion to suggest that shame is activated by “the incomplete reduction of interest or joy.” She argues that the feeling of shame appears as “bodily withdrawal” to show that the promised connection between a person and a thing broke or, psychoanalytically, our unaware interest is interrupted. In other words, the polarity of shame-interest can generate a process of re-identification on the relations between one and a thing when one is feeling ashamed. So, shame is an ethical and political issue when shame can produce a self-evaluative force in one’s social life. On the other hand, with the subjective disposition from Deleuze’s affective assemblage of bodies, Probyn argues that shame can work over the body in different orders. It does this experientially - the body feels very differently in shame from how it feels in enjoyment - but it also reworks how we understand the body and its relation to other bodies or to the social. Shame, being located in bodies, becomes the entity that produces the mind as “an impassioned witness.” As a result, shame is transformative; it crosses many different orders of bodies, by altering one’s embodied way from one’s favorable habitus (in Bourdieu’s sense). Thus, shame can lead to a de-familiarization of one’s habitus. Overall, with the interpenetration between Tomkins’s affect model and Deleuze’s affective bodily capacity, the subjective disposition with the different bodily order turns shame into a visceral, corporeal reminder for us to be true to our interest, to be honest about why certain things are of our own interest.

Reference:
Gregg, Melissa & Seigworth, Gregory J. (ed) (2010). The affect theory reader. Durham: Duke University Press.
Probyn, Elspeth (2005). Blush: Faces of Shame. Minnesota: University of Minnesota Press.
Pruchnic, Jeff (2008). ‘The invisible Gland: Affect and Political Economy’. Criticism 50: p.160-175.

1月 20, 2013

了解之限

有時, 我會嘗試透過言語間的聲調和字詞來理解你的想法, 但人總有些時候因為某些原因不想說太多,也不能說太多; 有時, 我會觀察你的臉容,眼神和臉上的豆豆來知道你的近況的情緒如何, 但我們卻不是常見面那種; 有時, 當兩個身體靠近至感覺到對方的心跳, 就算我適應了你身體的氣味與抽搐, 但這種了解卻好像擺離了你的生活節奏, 也只能留在某個空間裡; 其實, 很多時, 我都在處於確定與不確定的之間, 自以為了解你的時候卻發現為何你不是我想像中那樣; 直到, 我發現無論對你有多確定或不確定, 我都覺得不足已; 當然, 我知道了解一個人是多容易和多困難, 而這種覺悟並沒有太大意義; 重要的是, 當我後來發現我只能我的眼睛去看你的時候, 我才發現這樣相處方式最基本的問題來自於--我並不了解自己。

12月 10, 2012

DRP

寫著第2次DRP report, 在電腦前斷斷續續的走開坐下, 這次比上一次更吃力, 當你越清楚一樣東西時你就越不敢下筆,因為你再不可亂打一堆字出來, 現在真是句句諸機...離交report還有十多天, 壓力比上次更大...老實說, 用DRP的壓力和有完沒完的狀態真的令人時常都很鬱悶...對其他東西不敢提起勁和心機, 怕會影響這個大事...現在拉開對住書本的視線, 突然想起DRP的過程中很多有趣畫面... 回頭看, 在讀書上我也是個很幸運的人, 又遇上一個好老師, 一位超愛美和有智慧的老師

導我讀了第2本Elspeth Probyn的書、教我閱讀的方法、教我如何寫好完整的結構、rephrase我說得不清楚的話、鼓勵我分析自己的感覺、鼓勵我去寫我不習慣的文體、打開我affect的視角、更正我對理論上的誤解、自己改meeting時間然後知會他、我記錯meeting time但照見、一張紙也沒有
去找他consult、敲門說有沒有空可否聊聊天、meeting中途我說要錄音、錄音時刻意用英文去narrate重要的東西、要我"世顧地"建立自己的文化資本、推薦他的學生給其他教授認識、見我整晚沒睡就拉我去喝咖啡、見面第一句問他最近如何....


種種在office見面的畫面, 總是令人回味, 跟他學習最有趣的地方是緊張的進入他office卻輕鬆和滿載的離開繼續DRP的路...



第一次去office找這位老師, 因為不確定erni讀得對不對, 於是只叫佢john..有一次, 看完the ghost of Rwanda之後悶悶不樂, 找他聊種族的問題時我竟然兩眼通紅....DRP之後, 



記得在台灣的社會學研究所中, 有位陸生問一個老教授這麼多理論和思想, 那我們該如何去選擇?這條問題,我也想過....有時, 人生的經驗不可能盡是理性可控制的, 就如阿john說「我們現在談的是possibilities, 不是causal relation」:)

12月 09, 2012

生活半年就可以分裂出一個台灣人

在台灣生活了半年, 面對回到香港的落差, 開玩笑地我卻發覺自己精神上分裂了一個台灣人出來, 開始用台灣人的視角看待香港的事, 而或說以台灣的經驗作為一面對照香港社會的鏡子。為什麼會這樣的呢? 我想不是因為我很喜歡台灣這個原因, 而是我在那裡生活過(不是旅行)而產生的歸屬感。人的歸屬感是件很奇妙的東西, 相比起在優劣生活條件的選擇, 它更取決於一個人生活過的經驗和產生過的感覺。所以, 可以的話, 我想我應該去多些地方生活一下, 我們在資訊上和知識上都不太缺乏, 可是, 生活經驗卻很貧乏